PoEtrY

Poetry and Quotations by Myself
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-It seems as though the only thing I am is anxious for is the day to end.
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-Today I will be me and not what the world wants to see
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-Life always gets in the way of love.
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I give sorrow to those who've loved me
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-Pain is a happy face. How i yearn to be sad.
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-Together we must be, alone shall we not. For one without the other is a very lonely thought.
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I gave you so much love and for got to leave some for myself
Now i am empty
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In your hand my soul you keep.
You hold it tight as you sleep
Then a tear falls from your eye
Like a star from the sky.
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-What was is no more, What is now was not before.
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-I once was lost but now I am found,
my uncertainties are clear, clear and profound
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I made a new friend today, the night. I could tell it anything, it never complaines but it doesn't help either. It never gives me words of comfort. It seems as though silence is the only thing left to soothe my pain. Please say something.
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Looking Back

ugly in the mirror but my
reflection says otherwise
Hide my identity
my lies in disguise

What do you see in my reflection?
does it scare you?
Accept my rejection
given by you
Accept my reflection
I can be beautiful too

Open your arms, let me in
I might scare you, taste my sin
Happyness doesn't have a happy ending
where does sadness start? where does it begin?

Wash your scars with your tears
its been a cold, cold winter for too many years
your love has faded, but there's still something there
i need you to need me, i need you to care.
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- The only way to mend a broken heart is to fill it with someone else's
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As My Imagination Walks (song lyrics)

She sits and stares back at the mirror
She dreams of Pixies and Devils all night..
All she wants is some slippers coreena.
a pumpkin patch with Mr.Right

Subconsious reading without any answers
So hold your breath and let go your mind
Painted faces and strip teasing dancers
no more surprises, nothing to find

Linger all you want, there's nobody watching
Show some flesh and blow them a kiss
Eyes will turn but, they'll all be watching
Celebraty has beens and imperial bliss.

Purple rays of sunshine and morpheen
Gets you high but where you don't know
Halusanations are always worth watching
Scenes of irony with glitter and glow
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Lost in my pain and lost sight of you
Had to escape the world and find whats true
Missing your embrace, missing your love
Missing your friendship and what its made of
Wanting to hold you, like I should
Wanting to feel only that,what we could
Only shadows and memories is what I have left
If i could have taken one thing, your friendship i would have kept
Id put it in my pocket and hold it tight
Id never let it go, mabey i might
But only to show the rest of the world
This beautiful and amazing girl

But I didn't hold on tight enough
It slipped between my fingers
Now I cant find where our friendship lingers
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Remind me again my reasons for living, for my eyes have been clouded with tears and can see nothing but pain
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I will miss that person, you who you used to be
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Happiness is what you make it
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Nothing...is still something
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I will not appologize for who I am
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Does God have a Plan "B" ?
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I cant wait until tomorrow
Today's been to kind to me
When all you know is sorrow
Pain is all you want to see
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Its a cold and lonely road, but it leads to good places.
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Every night I free my mind with someone else's pain
Cause i don't want to look inside my mind One more time again
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i can only find comfort in the middle of what brings me pain
want something of nothing , with nothing to gain
searching for something, fearing its end
yearning ambition, with confusions hand
what id expect, i never wanted
what id get, falls in the past
with memories that are haunted
with a taste of happiness that never did last

Never stepped forward or left from nowhere
even to be lost id find myself, have a reason to care
trying to hard, to find yesterday
lie to myself, in everyway
just to feel better
just to have reason
still feeling bitter
passes one more season

lost in myslef, trying to figure out where i am
not even having the hope to think that i can
wanting something, scared of what it could bring
but i dont' try cause i feel safe with the hurting
that i know
and that i trust
but i know
that i must
become a product of something other then myself

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I want to see god
i want to see him cry
i want him to feel pain
just like you and i

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I have forgotten everything thats built me
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Circumsize white lies ,how many people did it take to break youu?
cant eat, cant sleep, fall into a dream of a world with me and you
Leeet meee go
faling like snow
melting away the way you make me feel inside
i caaant hide

once upon a time inside your mind you thought i could make you true
never hurt to dream , even tho you scream in pain and agony what do you do
leeet me go
you didn't know
the pain in your love would break me apart
and you so damn far

Look me in the eyes
Tell me lies
ill embrace your hurt no matter what you do
when you hurt me does it hurt you too?

cover my eyes ,ignor whats right and get lost in what is fake to you
manifest and rest benieth this feeling, blind to face your looking into
slipping away
hoping some day
you'll just wake up and find yourself burried within a tangable bliss
lost in a kiss

all this pain and hate was it in your fate or did you create it all for me
dwell upon the spell that has been put infront of nothing you don't see
wake me up
wake me up
WAKE ME UP
i don't know how im supposed feel
i don't know whats real
wake me up
wake me up
WAKE ME UP
i don't know how im suposed to feel
i don't know whats real
i don't know whats real
i don't know whats real

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Lit my hand on fire to understand the pain of your touch
like a pyro and lyer, i loved you all to much
suffered the consequences all for an instant
resisting you and the temptation i cant

screamed inside you so you could hear
made you smile, encouraged you i fear
felt inside you to see if you were real
cradle my fingers with the lust you feel

hurt me, break me, do what you will
craving your pain, i follow you still
make me bleed and make my cry
tell me you want me, continue to lie

your love makes me feel so alone
your eyes calling me, into your heart of stone
rip out my insides to find what you need
leave your marks on me ,make me bleed

make me feel worthy, when you look in my direction
my insides pulsating,with the thought of your infection
consume you into my body and threw my heart
tryied to get you out, but you sank in to hard

tried to kill myself, but id lose the agony of you
tried to cut you out, but you wouldn't allow me to
tried to hurt you like you hurt me
but the bliss of my anguish is all you can see

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How could fate be a mistake from the start?
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Now

Swimming further far away from your heart
Drowning deeper, bleeding, breaking apart
Tried to escape the quiet thoughts of truth.
Screaming whispers wanting to uncomplicate you

Found some pieces and some parts of your soul
Feeling uncompleted, wanting to bee whole
Do the holes hurt that people use to see through you?
How does it feel inside with the things that they do?

Happiness isn't the answer, its only the end
Pain is the motivator, with the little time at hand
Why search for meaning, when it will only drift away?
We suffer to find hapiness, it should be the other way

Let go for a minute, all that we know
Let go for a minute, all you were told
Live in this moment, and let not hours past
Let now invade you, and inside you let last

For this life is for moments, eternity cant be
but for an instant of bliss, forever it might seem
tho forever in an instant with a life filled with sorrow,
makes up for all of the painful tomorrows

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Everything In September

Sweet september falls apart
as i dry out my soul again
and i know, my role, under your heart

i changed the stars in the
sky for you, and i knew
you tryed so easily, and gave up so hard

breaking inside me i couldn't see
but your tears still fell when you
turned away, turned away

hurting myself, i cant help
but keep trying tho it pains in me
to make you see my hearts way

uncover me, unintentionally
and tell me what you find
inside my locked heart of shame

let it all unfold, let it all be told
i used you, stole the virginity
of your purity, and your melody that pains

Tearing up inside, lord knows ive tried
but i still cant escape the flaws of me
and my insanity for sanity

She was always good but never understood
why i , why i had to be
so determined just to make a scene,to make her seeeEEee

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Fall Apart (song lyrix)

I cant tell a lie
i fell in love with you, when u fell upon my eyes
I cant speak the truth
because it hurts to much, with the reality of you
and
Everything falls apart
You fall in love, you fall apart

I've seen many days
With loneliness, and sadness on its way
and i cant count the times
Emotions and words ,were nothing but lies

Everything falls apart
you fall in love, you fall apart
Every day is so damn hard
WITHOUTT youuuuu, without youuu

I still fall asleep
no one there to hold, no body but me
i still dream of you
its a constant curse no matter what i do
still

Everything Falls apart
You fall in love, fall apart
And everyday soo damnnn harrd
but i know......but i knowww
still i know
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Wake up to reality and wish it were a dream
Wanting to see something else somewhere in your reflection
Nothing to say but wanting to scream
Hoping someone will find the sadness in your complection

You wake up, feeling unsatisfied
Forgotten ambitions, and nothing to care
All day feeling numb and empty inside
Waiting for something, for anything to be there

Everything that you used to be
Has been consumed by this parasite
Everything that you see
squeezes into your unconsous at night

Sinking deeper within this burden that gives birth
to a cancer that spreads this iscolation
Prisoner to the feeling that steals your worth
Intervienusly threw you, you its incubation
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Take everything in me from you and tell me the sum of your love.
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It makes me smile to dream, and cry to remember
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Untitled-song lyrix
No I didn't mean to hurt you
but you couldn't seem to let go
No I didn't want to kill you
But your Love is like no Pain i Know

No I wasn't Built to Heal
The pain never goes away
and everything that I feel
gets logs inside of the rage

When did you lose your devotion?
Why did you sell your soul?
Im pouring out my emotions
Only then did you start to let go

Now all I can do is love you
and begin a new sense of pain
It's not worth living here without you
But I cant bring you back again

No I wasn't built to heal
The pain never goes away
And everything that I feel
Died with you that day

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Another Me(song lyics)

i dont know
where im goin
but I know it aint very far

I still know
I'm just nothin
not tryin very hard

I'm still waitin
for something
to pull me out of bed

im still waitin
for something
to turn around in my head

im still dreamin
im still far from
anything that is real

im lost inside
a fantacy away from reality
losing my mind

and im hopin that someone
will come
and open my eyes

wake me up
from nothing to something
wakening tonight
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Forever became so long
I had forgotten where I belong
More quickly came tomorrow
With all its regrets and sorrow

I forgot what the stars meant to you
I left behind yesterday with the purity of truth
My lips remained closed, my heart with shame
I miss, so sweetly, your voice saying my name.

When I remember you, I see what happiness can be
And when I remember you, I hate me.

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I depended on a memory to promise me tomorrow.
I tried to seize tome forever, to remain.
I tried so hard to abandon my sorrows.
I ran so swiftly from the pain.
A whisper of my name bestoed my identity
A ghost echoed of who I am to be.
The winds of change forever trying desperately
To carry me over a dwelling sea.
With an obedient heart to the touch that rules,
My destiny I forever and devotingly surrender.
Unwilling are turned, lovers to fools
With a broken heart left to remember
I relinquish my will to the undeserving.
I place my trust upon a silver tray.
My eyes bare tears, amung the hurting.
Within a fantacy, my love forever sways.
Within a fantacy......I shall stay

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I thought of you tonight. You, the unknowing. Worshiped with silence from the depths of my heart. Sharing the night sky in silence apart, I wonder if you heard my cherished memories. Benieth the darkness shines a light of your affection while I close my eyes to find you. Forever drifting in a dream to be in your presence, I truly find myself upon opening my eyes. For in thes world, or my dreams, I remain for you

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I declare no rights of expectation

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I dreamt of love last night. And how lovely it was to be loved
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I'm drawn to the anguished
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More devoted are anxious tears then any friend of mine has ever been
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Never knew you bled so easy.
Through your tears how do you see me?
With everyone around me fading,
I try to belong.

I never asked fate to believe me.
I don't get time's philosophy.
I saw everything so clearly,
but who could believe?

I payd for who I am
and I
I payd for all that i am.

Can't ignore my consciense pleading.
Try to forget my heart is bleeding
And im missing everything
About you.

Try to find a place inside me,
Where everything beside me,
Doesn't feel so empty
Without you

Still i am, all that i can be
Still i am waiting to find you in me

And in that tingling moment,
The universe lets you forget
everything, but your eyes in me

And suddenly time lets you know
The secrets it unfolds
Of the importance of its secrecy

And everything you thought had passed
Forever sways and forever lasts,
Inside us, as infinite as we shall be.

Forgotten only to eyes,
Our memories are realized,
By the stars we once were
And are meant to be.
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Silly you would be to marry me
Who walks amongst men with shiny armor
Rather for, I'm nothing more
Then a poor and simple farmer.

What yesterday hath not say
But saw between two lovers
Would morrow's eyes recognize
As sins beneath the covers

Before dawn is done, and our time is none
My love I pledge to thee
From waking day and sleepless night
Forever I'll cherish ye

And as for now, some way, some how
We'll share eternity in only a couple hours
You'll find my heart hath become a part
Of something we'll call ours

We'll share an eternity by dawn be done
a kiss let go, with the rising sun
I'll wait for you in the shinning moonlight
Like, your hand should wed, a shiny white knight

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Make no mistake friend. This is the begining of our adulthood. Our mistakes and wrong doings are no longer excused by innocence; The sum of our childhood has been tallied. No matter how continuous today may seem from the begining of our lives, now......we shall start again as men.

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I hold my temple hostage,
And god holds his breath
Slowly slipping as he watches,
As I slowly wait for a welcome death
He doesnt understand, he doth not see
No angels could bring joy, like she does to me.
Without her in my tormenting tomorrow
Smiling, death I embracingly swallow.
Without her in my empty day
My service and faith I cast away
And if anyone were to ask why
Tell them,without her
I'd rather die
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Dark Winter Nights
Something's gone from inside of me.
Left inside, summer's eyes
And fallen with autom's leaves.

Tomorrow tries.
Tomorrow dies,
And lies with yesterday's decree

And everyway that I stray,
It pulls back on me
Making today misunderstood.

While time reminds
Whats undone of mine,
And what should have, could

[Between the moments of the day
That i can truely see
Are not all unkind, behold the wine,

That tastes so bitter sweet.
But benieth thy lips
Sinks the sin's juice's deep.

So within bliss I find
A moment of time
I can remain, for more to see

And hold the day
A little more to sway
Within my blissful fantacy.

For more dark that swallows
Will sooner light follow

And clearer will the stars,
In deeper the dark,
Be able to see

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My Best Friend

A Tale of a Girl,
Who brightened the world
And opened the eyes
Of so many to see.
And in her heart
Lies such wonderful things,
That the whole of the universe
Couldn't contain what she brings
Her smile speaks angel's whispers.
Her eyes take the pain away.
To be loved by her, is to linger
Where angels sway.
Blessed be in her path.
Merry are, in her company.
Unjust is, most,
Of all her empathy.
Angels weren't meant to cry,
And Gods weren't meant to see
Harm to come or be cast
upon a soul so lavishly.
So when this maiden is to cry
So falls another star in the sky
More of our world fades and dies.
And more of our shadows
We're left to see.

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i don't get sick.
i don't get hurt.
For my sins,
My flesh is burnt.
i don't break.
i dont die.
Because of me,
None deserve to cry.
i dont surrender.
i don't refrain.
i don't blame god
For all my pain.
i'm not quite everything
People want to see
i'm still mostly
All that i can be.
i'm a failior.
i'm a friend.
i'm a reason.
i'm an end.
i'm so many things,
But still just me.
i'm mean.
i'm unkind.
i see,
But i'm still blind
To everything that is meant ot be.
i'm one in a million
Of the million to see.
But just as easy
To pass on the street.
i pass through time
As time goes by.
Slower then clouds
Vast as the sky.

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More devoted are anxious tears, than any friend of mine has ever been to me.
And more deeper and dark are thoughts in my mind that no one will ever see
Never completley will i unfold onto thee
And never completely could i ever be.
Find me through a trail of sorrow,
Benieth a weeping willow tree.
Find me looking through tomorrow,
Looking inside a dream of me.
Only truly my form is seen
Through tears or moments that could have been.
For how could something of nothing, bring something like love,
When something like me, doesnt know what he's made of.
With my love how could your heart shine and sing?
For what kind of love could a broken heart bring?
And how could something be called a name
From an angel's voice that always remains
And echo's in an eternity, inside of me.
No matter how deep or how dark,
How lost or how far,
Whispers of her still sing in me.
No matter how hurt or abused,
Scared and tattered,
Thrown away or used,
It didnt matter.
Her love still sang to me.
And when tomorrow brings another blame,
My name i forfit to thee.
And when such price is required pain,
I Embrace it as it belongs to me.
Because Angel's eyes where never made
To bare tears because of me.

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where are the stars when i look to the sky for you?
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